Naked in Mexico

After a day of desert hiking I made way for the hot springs in Big Bend. It’s a National Park separated from Mexico by the fast flowing waters of the Rio Grande. The same river that either offers hope or sweeps up those who seek it. I parked my car then walked down a dirt trail along cliff walls painted over in old Indian pictographs. The sky was black but not yet beset with stars. I’d spent all day hiking on the South Rim and my muscles needed the salve of warm waters. I’d been here on my previous trip to Big Bend so knew what was coming. A stone pool set just feet above the river. A little sliver separate from the world. A way to wrap your day then spring to the next.

To set the mood I put on a song about gobbling mushrooms and thought of pitch black nights on the greenbelt in Austin. The ones where fireflies fill the trail, flicking like faulty Christmas lights freed from gravity. When I got to the springs there was no one there. This was prime soaking time so I was happy to have it to myself. I stepped to the waters, scooted across the mossy floor, and perched at the edge. From here I could bend down to touch the river, cast my eyes over to Mexico. The country was little more than a muddy shore one stone’s throw away. The spring water was warm but not overpowering. Ah, what a place. I tipped my head to a stone and peered up at the heavens.

I watched as the night sky unfolded before me. A black sheet shot through with BBs to let in light. At first a few stars peppered my vista. Then the slow crank of time revealed deeper blacks and thick clusters of light. Little bulbs emanating from places I’ll never reach. I sipped some vodka cran, just enough to stir a buzz and heighten the universe before me. I felt the urge to swim to Mexico so dipped over the edge and set myself in the warm waters of the Rio. The current ran fast and I was tipsy so I waded upstream to the shallows. The water sloshed against my shins. With this I started making way for Mexico.

The current rushed across rocks the size of deflated soccer balls. They sat just beneath the strong water. It wasn’t enough to tackle me but fierce enough for the need to brace each step. I couldn’t see what I was doing so my feet slid on stones or sunk to mud. With arms fanned out I did my best not to slip. To have the hungry river swallow me up and spit out a skeleton. In under a minute I was to the Mexican side. I walked over rocks into the long grass and warm mud further up the bank. I sunk in and assessed the land before me. This shore looked the same as where I just came from. Take a hammer to my head. Spin me around. I wouldn’t know which country this muck belonged to.

I soaked in the atmosphere then pulled off my swim trunks, tilted my head, and stood naked staring to the stars. I don’t know why but it felt right to be bare. I extended my arms and framed both hands against the spectacle as if placing them on a steering wheel. I turned this wheel by shifting my hands and torso ever so slowly, each degree revealing a new piece of sky. A shooting star passed through the frame. Wow. Fucking wow. I spun the wheel once more, stepping my feet in small circles to complete an arc. The Milky Way passed through my view then out. I chunked up pieces of the dippers. The earth sat silent minus the the murmuring speech of nature. A rushing river and incessant insects signaling out to a dark world. To think, dinosaurs once roamed this square. Saw these stars. What a place. A light breeze passed over my naked body, warm currents of air drying the Rio off every part. In the distance of America I saw light cast off cliff walls and knew people were approaching. This was the cue to redress and step back to my country. To recross the river that sewed magic from side to side. What a night.

There are certain places in this world that you innately know are special. The palaces of nature. They imbue a feeling from the moment you arrive. I felt it when I ascended Half Dome in Yosemite, burnt driftwood while sleeping on a remote ocean beach in Oregon. When I stood at the foot of Crater Lake and peered over majestic waters filling the caldera of an exploded volcano. These places they mean something. You are wowed, overcome when you enter them. Better for it when you exit. Little pockets of light in a tumultuous world. This park, these waters, they’re one of those places.


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23 thoughts on “Naked in Mexico

  1. Awesome story, and well written, thanks. I prob would not have not bothered with the trunks in the first place, so my post would probably be called naked in America, then in Mexico and in America again. lol.

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    1. Haha that’s awesome. I’ve never written about it but I’ve done several multi-week kayak trips. I’ve kayaked naked but never at night. I guess I’ll have to give that a shot this summer.

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      1. It is kind of scary and lots of fun. I only kayak on the world’s calmest lake, but I’d like to try elsewhere in the world.


  2. I remember you. I read a bunch of your posts several years ago in another lifetime, and you drew me in like a car wreck I couldn’t turn my eyes from. I mean that as a compliment. You were so disgustingly raw.

    I’m in an angry place right now and therefore brutally honest..or honestly brutal.

    Anyway, I don’t know whether you liked my post because you liked my post or because you wanted me to come visit your site. But whatever. I’m glad to see you are still at it. You are a brilliant writer.

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    1. Haha I strive to be disgusting. Thanks for reading and all the kind words. Did you have a different blog back then? I was reading some of your stuff yesterday but don’t remember you. Also, good job on keeping your teeth brushed.

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      1. I did have a different blog. It was so long ago, though, I can’t remember what it was. You wouldn’t remember me. I often peeked in, but I didn’t follow you. I didn’t follow anyone back then—I just spied. And you were one of my favorites.

        What you read of mine is no more than a vent. Not meant for consumption. It’s the child in me having temper tantrums. Anything I write that’s worth a damn exists elsewhere.

        And thank you for encouraging my efforts to maintain oral health. Every little bit counts.

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  3. A naked, tipsy man staring at the sky in awe. On one hand, I´d love to have been one of them fire flies to watch your joy. On the other hand, that was your moment and yours alone. Take care fellow hobo!

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    1. Thanks! I’ve been house sitting for the past month or so but it’s soon time to return to car life. Gotta stock up on trunk snacks. Hope you stay cool in the heat and enjoy your summer!

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      1. House sitting is the best! You get to stay in someone else´s place for free, get to use all the amenities, and they may even pay you. It´s like vacation, but free. Does it get any better than that? I think not. Enjoy!

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